🌀 I just want to wake up and discover it was a bad nightmare.
And I desired yet, nothing but the truth.
Of your mouth that spoke the sweetest honey like words.
Alas, goodbye is what is approved,
The begining of what was even yet to begin, our world.

Rivers of salty water from the pool of my sight.
Destruction of an empire under construction, overnight.
Was I expected to fight?
If it were right, I might!

Fake words to comfort the loss.
Silence and little words from the host.
Perhaps, I was only a ghost...
Oblivious to the souls that will survive in all coasts.

I keep repeating, “ pinch me, pinch me, tell me it's all a dream.” a wish from the depth of my pieces.
But it's gone, like it never existed.
The peace slowly crawling in.
The peace of an endless abyss

Hello! Hello! Dissappointment is that you?
Brokenness, you visited early, is that cool?
Your host is at her lowest, is that true?

This sudden urge to take this soul.
Away from this hell, out of this hole.
To where the heavily bliss reside.

The choice, has always been a choice, it wasn't ever chosen.
The position, I crave not,
but the assurance and your quest to make things right!

The departure of the fallen Phoenix.
Running from a dent you never tried to fix.

Am I permitted once again, to wish myself out of this scornful triumphant words from the queen?

How like bees I chased off intruders trying to leach me of the honey bag I thought was mine.
The queen bee arrived in all her might and majesty, the right I wish I possessed.

The question laid down for theory, was it worth it?
Letting myself get persuaded with sweet words out of the room of isolation I shut myself in.

Was it worth it?
Losing the last of that treasure I had left? Yeah treasure, even swines will consider their swamp a treasure.

What I want is for you to come back, wipe away these tears..
It'd be selfish for me to ask of you to choose me right?

I want for us to go back to when I knew nothing.
If possible fix this.
Bring back together this pieces you shattered.

I'm sacred to face this, I'm about to lose it!
It's scary how this feelings of ceasing to exist is crawling back in.
You should have said, and we'd had fixed it together.
You made me a clown of my own feelings.
I placed your lies above everything else in my world.
It's so unfair to me.🌀

#writco
#lies
#relationship
#feelings


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