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Dear Old Friend
This is a letter
Personal and dear
To a girl I knew back then
In my tender younger years
Hey how you been doing?
Better than me I hope
Actually I wish that
You've been ill, sad and broke
Or atleast the way I've been
When you left me in the dark
It's not your fault though it's mine
After all I gave you that heart
I felt a fake spark in me
One that turned into a fire
Burning everything I knew
Everything I loved and desired
There was only you, you and you
A coating of gold around the frame
It was a perfect picture I swear
Hanging in my poor poor brain
I tried my best to hide it
To pretend I felt nothing at all
Because the past had taught me
If I don't keep it in, I'll fall
But then you listened and trusted
Another gossiping soul
Who I was foolish to talk to
Well, you made your fucking call.
2 months of confusion
Alone and depressed
You gave me no answer
As I wrote letters and confessed
Not that I liked you, no
That I miss you so so much
And that I wish we could go back
To how it perfectly was
You messed me up so badly
And then befriended me again
Talking to me suddenly
And I re-considered you a friend
But you're no fucking friend
You're a user a fucking fake
What if I I told you how I actually felt
Would it be too much to fucking take?
Well if it makes you feel good
I feel nothing for you now
So I hope old friend that
Tonight you fucking drown.
Drown in you tears
In misery and pain
I hope you lose your umbrella
And have to walk in the fucking rain.
I hope you stumble and fall
Like your clumsy little self
I hope the nails never go in
When you're hammering the shelf
I hope you remember me
And never move on
Because you're all I think about
On and fucking on.
I miss you old friend
Though I wish you the worst
If you told me you were sorry
I tell you know my heart would burst
Fuck you for what you did
Yeah, die slow, because of you
I dont consider anyone my friend
Once again I'm lonely and I'm blue.
Goodbye dear friend of mine
Till death do us part
I hope I stick around in your mind
And fill your goddamn heart.
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Personal and dear
To a girl I knew back then
In my tender younger years
Hey how you been doing?
Better than me I hope
Actually I wish that
You've been ill, sad and broke
Or atleast the way I've been
When you left me in the dark
It's not your fault though it's mine
After all I gave you that heart
I felt a fake spark in me
One that turned into a fire
Burning everything I knew
Everything I loved and desired
There was only you, you and you
A coating of gold around the frame
It was a perfect picture I swear
Hanging in my poor poor brain
I tried my best to hide it
To pretend I felt nothing at all
Because the past had taught me
If I don't keep it in, I'll fall
But then you listened and trusted
Another gossiping soul
Who I was foolish to talk to
Well, you made your fucking call.
2 months of confusion
Alone and depressed
You gave me no answer
As I wrote letters and confessed
Not that I liked you, no
That I miss you so so much
And that I wish we could go back
To how it perfectly was
You messed me up so badly
And then befriended me again
Talking to me suddenly
And I re-considered you a friend
But you're no fucking friend
You're a user a fucking fake
What if I I told you how I actually felt
Would it be too much to fucking take?
Well if it makes you feel good
I feel nothing for you now
So I hope old friend that
Tonight you fucking drown.
Drown in you tears
In misery and pain
I hope you lose your umbrella
And have to walk in the fucking rain.
I hope you stumble and fall
Like your clumsy little self
I hope the nails never go in
When you're hammering the shelf
I hope you remember me
And never move on
Because you're all I think about
On and fucking on.
I miss you old friend
Though I wish you the worst
If you told me you were sorry
I tell you know my heart would burst
Fuck you for what you did
Yeah, die slow, because of you
I dont consider anyone my friend
Once again I'm lonely and I'm blue.
Goodbye dear friend of mine
Till death do us part
I hope I stick around in your mind
And fill your goddamn heart.
© All Rights Reserved
