can't eat, can't sleep, terrified,
nightmares, horrors hidden behind eyes,
bright lights, sleepless nights,
something wild... something childish
that she keeps inside...

city towers, stand still hours,
fighting with myself,
secret lovers, deadly promise but she doesn't know it yet...

scared of failure, yet she goes there every single night,
bares its teeth steals a drink and hope it doesn't bite