Would the sun brighten with added exuberance or dwindle its fuel to burn rapidly in the absence of night?
Or does it's energy generate from feeding off darkness to replenish its glorious glow?
lts said war is a fundamental catastrophe to procure peace.
Does societal harmony require a blood sacrificial ceremony to establish unity among us?
Sending soldiers to a death sentence just to hold slippery tails of undomesticed peace.

losing her did it make me let go and treasure life?
Or hold on to the memory with vengeful temper?
Am feeding off darkness and my temper is starving.

I am a flower born on infertile grounds with deep probing roots thriving to feed its stem
Caught between survival and blooming yet withering away regardless.

What can I do to escape the bolted door in the basement of my mind that keeps opening?
Drilling holes into my heart at night to get to my soul.
Am I holding a red cloth waving it in the air?
Attracting fuming bulls like an amateur matador on crutches deprived of triumph;
Throwing me back in the dustins of a stinking past yet nutritive.

unhealing wounds gushing out depression without remorse.
l seek aslym in excessive drinking just to have a peaceful slumber,
cutting myself physically just for temporary medication to my dying mind.

Time alas is not a commodity we can return.
lost in the sea drowning my soul clinging to a pole hoping for a shore.
Going deep with the knife at my wrist for permanent relief.
My sanity evicted,vision blurred sitting with fabricated boxes of lost hope.
life turning into a skyscraper,
fatigue gripping me as l continuously ascend every step.

l wonder if God cries?
lf he was a mortal how many would be at his funeral?
How can l fly when am stuck in this cage of rage?
Pain has thrown me in jail no recitals of rights just a flash of the badge.
Mental medicating trying to resurrect my...