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Beep
I am tired
I'm sorry
I can't go on
I'm sorry
I let you down
I picked up the pieces of the glass frame you shattered earlier
It had my name in it
I watched you break down and cry in pain
I hugged you
I swear I did
I did my love
I hugged you
But you slipped right through my hands
I watched you walk down the corridors
I saw you rent my memories
Our memories
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry my love
I saw the wind knock you out cold
I stayed by you my love and whispered into your ears
I'm sorry
I'm deeply sorry my love
I watched you cry out in despair
I saw you vent at the heavenly bodies
I saw you show them your pain
I saw you walk down the aisle
Wishing that it was still you and I
I heard you shout my promises to random strangers
But they only looked at you with pity
Oh I'm a liar?
I'm sorry my love
I can not bear to watch you die this way
You told me to fight
And then you called me a coward?
But ha, alas how does one fight?
I know my love
I know
It was a journey meant for you and I
Yet you watched me slowly slip away
I'm still watching you
I don't know where you're going
I see you at the train tracks my love
Standing unmoved
What are you thinking my love?
I see you lying flat and awaiting
I see you crying tears for both our lives
I see you standing up
But the train's incoming
No
Run my love
Run

Oh you scared me
Why are you laughing?
Your laughter used to bring joy
They sounded like melodies to me
Now, they hold no emotion
Smile my love
Smile
I am with you, am I not?

Can you not feel my touch on you?
Can you not see my pain?
You tell the trees that you are free
Ha, you tell them deep mysteries
You tell them your pain
You laugh so dryly
I am forced to cover my ears in pain
What have I done to you?
I cannot bear to lose you
I cannot bear to watch you die
I cannot bear to see the color in your hazel eyes drain
I cannot bear to see you become the walking dead
But then how do I fight?
How do I escape all these wires?
How do I surge through to you?
How ??
How my love??
Tell me!!!!
Tell me what I must do
I do not see how to
I know
It's a journey meant for you and I
Yet you watched me slip away from your hands
Like the glass you shattered not long ago
It had my name on it
Now the machine makes a beep
A beep for the love we shared
A beep for the memories we made
A final beep for our names written in shattered glass
Washed away by crystals.

But then the wind blows
And it blows life❤
Beep.