the twinkle in my eyes does not match the crinkle beneath my smile they aren't aligned anymore like the star beyond the night skies
everything feels like a myth
the euphoria that I once felt isn't there anymore my smiles are faded yet the memories are so real haunting me day in and day out they taunt me and the voices divulges in my mind taking intersections between life and death the illusions of grandeur make it seems so vague yet far away in the distance to have and to hold but the grasped is like a speck of the dust beneath the fingernail so fine and conceited even to penetrate beyond the thought of existence am trapped inside my own head yet I dont feel like myself
who am I.
faded never to be seen whether in thoughts ,dreams, memories ,life or death
simple because my existence seizes to exist hence faded.



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