Do you know the way out this pool? cause I'm tired of swimming in my own tears! for so many years stuck. constantly facing my worst fears, mastering my condition forever keeping followers within the bounds of moderation the main ingredient is patience. common sense in an uncommon degree. enabling myself trying to be better than what I used to be, but how can I be better than he that can see into the eyes that see the same image as me? a wise leader. in my heart lies the ability to lead effectively! Bereaved from freedom, threatening my sanity, bombarded by sinister thoughts evil and deadly enough to flatter the devil. Ebullient visioning you looking down the barrel of a 10 millimeter. lax but lethal turning lucid dreams to reality. something so extraordinary rendering my vicious state rationalizing the severity reliving the beginning, approach reprehensible ending just trying to be joyous while I'm still amongst the living
© Joshawn Bonner