To My Babies My Team Mommys 4 heart beats I'm sorry for making a promise I couldn't keep for breaking yalI hearts due to my selfish needs💔 from taking a sip of that drink I was a recovering addict over 1 year clean discharged from drug court due to 2 alcohol dirtys I was on level 4 only 1 month left no time for messups that's what the judge said as I walked out in tears and regrets what was I thinking how could I be so selfish it was because of my choices I broke my babies hearts again😭 When I came so far it was the proudest moment fighting my addiction and making it through 9 months of treatment i did it for myself to find who I am fought thru my demons of a painful past I may never forget yet my heart was able to forgive as she fought with that Lil girl and found the Warrior within. I thought I could handle it that's what I made myself believe whatever life threw my way I wouldn't let it get the best of me damn I thought I was so strong I ignored all their ruthless comments constantly throwing my past in my face refusing to see my new vision reminding me of the pain I caused my kids because of my addiction why they have to break me...