Possessed Of...
I have been
holding
my breath
for days
720 hours
43,200 minutes
and each day
that has passed
has felt like
a never ending year
on repeat
a loop of
endless impossible
a slow revolve
My axis
tilted
my days
heavy
I have chosen
my words
carefully
with deep thought
and swear to God
honesty
I put them
down
on pretty paper
in a myriad
of interesting
colors
and I have meant
every f--king word
written by my hand
No words
crossed out
nor erased
they are felt
deeply
I have written
pages
upon
pages
in this
my unbreathing time
that will go
unread
ignored
until I can
breathe again
Those pages
with your name
written
are yours
I have found
clarity
within
upside down
restlessness
Waiting requires
an overabundance
of patience
that
is all
I have
© abeautifulchaos
holding
my breath
for days
720 hours
43,200 minutes
and each day
that has passed
has felt like
a never ending year
on repeat
a loop of
endless impossible
a slow revolve
My axis
tilted
my days
heavy
I have chosen
my words
carefully
with deep thought
and swear to God
honesty
I put them
down
on pretty paper
in a myriad
of interesting
colors
and I have meant
every f--king word
written by my hand
No words
crossed out
nor erased
they are felt
deeply
I have written
pages
upon
pages
in this
my unbreathing time
that will go
unread
ignored
until I can
breathe again
Those pages
with your name
written
are yours
I have found
clarity
within
upside down
restlessness
Waiting requires
an overabundance
of patience
that
is all
I have
© abeautifulchaos