I'm a hopeless romantic what can I say
you got me caught in this nostalgic daze
making my heart feel young and making my mind wander
letting my feet roam while I ponder

when I lost you the year was 2019 and the world had not a care in the world

I'm going to have to rephrase that somehow

you took your life before the pandemic hit

pandemic? what?

yeah you took your own life the year before something huge went down in history and even though it didn't visibly affect them you know your family too too bad the whole world changed and there's so many ripple effects

I'm sure in heaven you have ultimate knowledge of what a pandemic is so I don't feel the need to explain that to you but I have had to shape shift and change time after time again and again

where am I currently at? that's a good question right now I'm finding joy and just spread it a little bit of light and positivity is a community around me I feel like I owe it to them in some way shape or form because that is

well because I reached...