I am always just the sibling of a friend.
I am never the child my parents can be proud of.
In school just too quiet, so easy to forget.
The only thing people remember about me are memories I want to erase.
Sometimes I feel like I am fading away
I wish I could delete every trace of my existence like I was never there before.
Never made a difference anyways.
Not close to anyone, so replaceable.
Close my eyes, wake up in a place where I am all alone, living on a field.
Would paint trees with my mind and color the sky how I like.
I can be happy alone, just not in this reality.