I'm so sexless and so deprieved I just don't know what to do.
I can tell you this it's bringing me down and has me feeling beyond blue.
I used to always want to have sex with you and I still do just not as much as I used too.
I craved for your attention and affection
However, I now long for someone else's affection.
Wish that I can say I'm ashamed to say that I feel this way but I'm not.
How could I be? I've been pushed away numerous times throughout these years and brought to far too many tears.
I want to feel some passion not just some regular action.
Sex with you isn't really satisifying especially because I know your not attracted to me you have...