#Ptsd
#Spell
#Down
#Off
#Of
#Me







I'm down but I need help back up but it's hard for me to ask because most of the people I helped would just attack me inside I've had enough I'm not going to help anybody with stuff anymore besides my baby then maybe people will get the hint but actually I contradict myself saying this because I want to help people I really do and I wasn't looking for anything back including what I got and that was hurt and I just watch all these people walk away with a smirk like I deserved to get hurt for helping them it definitely doesn't put my mind at ease will someone please me why everytime I help these people I get hurt this is starting not to work because now I'm sitting a lone trying to hide behind lies telling myself that they didn't mean to or they didn't know well most of these are full grown people so how could they not know better this isn't just seasonal depression from the weather this is PTSD that they have cast upon me and I just want the spell off of me