#HoldingOn

im still holding on...
even after you shot me with your words...
even after you stabbed me a thousand times
even after you abandoned me with your darkness...
even after you shattered me with your broken promises and silent goodbyes
yes im still holding on...
still hoping you would change...
but everyday the pain grows heavier
i dont know whether to let go or hold on
because letting go is hard... but holding on is also hard... both will make me cry
as the time passes, some days the hope is more and some days the pain is more
mind says yes, heart says no
its such a torture...
© Sana