I don't wanna fall for you;
But it seems like my heart has a mind of its own;
It's taking it's decisions;
And defying my orders;
And to be honest I like every second of it;
My heart skips a beat when you are near;
Can I just fall for you?
But I'm scared;
Scared to be heartbroken once again;
I don't wanna experience the heartache once again;
Especially if its you;
That's sounds weird right? I know;
I'm weird,but only for you;
Cheesy is how I sound since I laid my eyes on you;
Every night my heart ache because I think of how I can't hold you in my arms;
I'm so damned;and I kinda love it;
I wish to listen to your heartbeat before I sleep;
But how can I when you don't even reply to my text;
I text you once,I text you twice but you don't reply;
I feel like I'm desperate;
But am I not?Am I not desperate for you?
I wish to shut these feelings down cause I don't wanna love you;
I don't wanna love you if it means hurting like this;
I wish you'll check on me and ask me how I am,how my day was;
But that's a dream that will never come true right?
I don't wanna fall for you anymore.
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