#WritcoPoemPrompt2
In the end it was just me and my thoughts,
A painful trap, long after you were gone.
Anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder was brought,
because of how I was the trigger as to why you're gone.

I'm exploring, I'm making myself better
yet I feel tired, I feel stressed and under the weather.
Why do I feel this way exactly?
I don't know, really.

I became a trigger to your trauma
I'm also sharing my trigger and trauma
and I cannot fathom how hard life is without you
How you brought life, hope and happiness to me and so I do.

Even so, I wanna marry you.
I wanna be with you
until the end of time, with only you.
Yes, my love, I really do.
I really do love you.

I cannot deny, what I feel inside
I love you and this will never die
Even if I lose my sight (I hope not)
I'll have memories of you, all my life.

I LOVE YOU, YES I DO.

© adelrey