I count the steps you take when you walk away from me, listening to the same old ugly overbearingly loud car, squeal out of the drive way,
Am i the one creating this fury & anger between us?
I tend to be cold and distant, then the next minute beg for any sort of affection from you, Trust me i know my very being is quite confusing, as i am just as confused of myself as anyone else..... But
This isnt the first time.
Ive been known to do weird things that make people wanna leave me behind.
Ive always had addiction in my life,
Weather it was me or someone whom i care for,
hooked on taking that
last pill,
last drink, or
That last line,
I crave anything that fills the tiny hole poked in me, I leak like a dripping faucet that wasnt turned off all the way after you did the dishes at 3 am.

Its been awhile now, and i realized over time, your my true addiction
Your like my own personal brand of heroin, and when i got you with me its the best high i could ever receive,
you talk about race cars and how you feel so free when your...