You know it's hard dealing with a person that is so self absorbed it's becoming frustrating. I don't have my music, I try to write but I feel alone. the reason I feel alone is because the man claims I do not pay attention to him. I am trying to stay level headed but, he's making me mad I am trying to stay focused but I cannot say anything that will make anyone listen. You drink and get to do anything to you want to do and I have to just be the good wife. I love music...