I've been clean for months Once again the cravings flood my thoughts. I try to be ok but in a constant battle between my heart and my brain. Haven't really slept in days up all night crying wishing the pain would go away. These scary thoughts bombard my days washing my happiness away. I am no longer ok these memories haunt me always. Now I'm no longer clean these monsters haunt me in my dreams. I cannot sleep they chase me in my dreams I feel so week I'm no longer free I can no longer dream.
© zalin hoy