It's night again
It's dark again

It's the numbness that gives chills
It's the sleepy eyes from those bland pills

It's the silence of the night that screams
It's the utterly lonely me that dreams

It's the haunting voices of the past that speaks
It's the hallucinating mind of mine that seeks

Going enamored of the Mirage of her I stare
These are feelings I ofter despair

Spoiled thoughts shrouding my mind
Lifeless me repeating and murmuring to self be kind

Squinting eyes I get lured to the call of the cold Steel
Pick it up and cut through the flesh is what I feel

Touching the skin the steel cuts through the flesh
Bloods drips down slowly smells so fresh

Knocked back to senses by the pain
I stop myself thinking what's the gain

Throwing it away I slap myself in affliction
Start swearing never to do it, to be inaction

Wiping up the blood i dispose off the corroboration
With sleepyhead I break the bloody steel in fraction

Cuts so deep meant to scar
Once more leaving a mark on me so bizzare

Bloody and in pain I rest lifeless on the pillow
With a heavy heart and soul so hollow

Frightened and waiting for the night to come again
I slowly close my eyes to release my pain.



© vexinkheart