I wanna sleep but i can't,
There are rumors whispering in my head.
The buzz just won't go away,
My mind is working a thousand hours.
And it seems it isn't even a minute passed.
People deceive, betray and disappoint,
Staying aloof is now not easy.
It hurts to say I don't care.
Why does it feels like I'm breaking inside,
When it was never something lost worthwhile.
But before I know I'm thinking again,
The same thoughts that i've been trying to avoid.
It's not my lover, not my friend.
It's just someone, I trusted and got stabbed in the back again.

- SPN
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