Maybe one day,
I'll wake up with a will.
Maybe one day,
I wouldn't find a reason to kill.

How can I change,
After so many years of being this way?
How come I never stay,
Despite having nothing to turn me away?

A slow burn destroys the child i preserved,
I let it go like I never cared.
I was sure I didn't deserve,
The love and affection I never had.

What have I come...