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How Lonely Am I?
I'm lonelier than I've ever been..
What scares me most is how little of this I've taken in.

Projecting confidence, speaking boldly, and crafting a sense of something that's put together well.
The reality of it all is the cracks are starting to show, the foundation is shifting... When will it all fall?

How long can I keep forging a life I'm not proud of? How can I fix what culture has deemed correct & necessary?

HOW AS A MAN CAN I CRY IF I'VE BEEN TOLD THE TEARS WILL CAUSE MY ISOLATION FOLLOWED BY ANNIHILATION?!

I'm working on creating a sense of belonging. Trying to find where I as a piece fit in the puzzle. But as usual I'm stopped by my silly sociatal muzzle.

I guess I'm ranting. The silly ramblings of a lonely male venting his frustrations. Hoping to gain inner peace, and find my true revelation.
© Andy P