I'm Fine
If I was to die tonight, what would be left behind,
Would it even be worth looking is there anything to find,
Through the ruins of all that I have ruined nothing ever survives,
Just a bunch of regretful memories where I came into people's lives
This torcher has carried on for so long now but why,
Why can't it be so simple that everyone would be better off when I die,
But not even such sad thoughts give a soul it's remorse,
We're just not allowed to give up and exit course,
Cause consideration belongs to them and never to me,
I'm starting to run out of ways to make my life happy.
One failure after the next, currently muffling my panic,
I'm told to get it all together but ally life is, is manic,
From good to bad, with one extreme to the next,
Why does it seem I can never stay from this perplexed.
I've fought the defining of this fate and tried all I could to disassociate,
I've looked everywhere waiting for a living I arrived to far to late.
It's no longer there, so it's sadly no longer mine,
I just wish I could give up right now, but all you'll see is that I'm fine.
© justin_ur_imagination
Would it even be worth looking is there anything to find,
Through the ruins of all that I have ruined nothing ever survives,
Just a bunch of regretful memories where I came into people's lives
This torcher has carried on for so long now but why,
Why can't it be so simple that everyone would be better off when I die,
But not even such sad thoughts give a soul it's remorse,
We're just not allowed to give up and exit course,
Cause consideration belongs to them and never to me,
I'm starting to run out of ways to make my life happy.
One failure after the next, currently muffling my panic,
I'm told to get it all together but ally life is, is manic,
From good to bad, with one extreme to the next,
Why does it seem I can never stay from this perplexed.
I've fought the defining of this fate and tried all I could to disassociate,
I've looked everywhere waiting for a living I arrived to far to late.
It's no longer there, so it's sadly no longer mine,
I just wish I could give up right now, but all you'll see is that I'm fine.
© justin_ur_imagination