Deep thoughts running through my mind,
Like a star I always wanted to shine,
You see pain in my eyes but the tears don't fall much,
Feeling lonely and wanted someone to love me sometimes leads to lust,
Sometimes I lower my standards just to feel a glow,
Maybe that special someone will come into my life but you never know,
Self love has to comes from within but seems so hard to reach,
All these emotions inside that I need to release,
Take a piece of my heart in return for peace, love and happiness,
Reminiscing my thoughts while making a positive list,
Some days depression sits in and changes the mood,
Some days it's hard to deal with my own...