Yes it's true...
there are parts in my life
when I hate taking breathe
feel so broken...
so helpless...
I want to drown
myself that very second

All they say is...
you are just acting
and never they try to
understand it...
feel it ...
my emotions, my feelings
my pain,my fear...
are all just a excuse
a stupid joke...i cracked...

For them I am always
wrong...
but for me they are always
right....
well this is what I am made
to learn...to accept...

Sometimes
I am to old to enjoy anything...
and the next
I am so young to judge anything...
even if it's about me...
they only have the rights to..

They will shout just once...
and yeah
I will be quite for life...

There were this times
I felt...
I am really in fault
fault of being alive...

Fault of still breathing
when, all I receive is
hurtful words for me
in the air..

Fault to continue to live
when all they think
I am to naive...
to judge myself
by myself...

They demand me
They command me
to go by their words
to make them feel good

IIt doesn't matter
whether you are starting
to broke...
or already broken into
tiny pieces...
they will never notice
and the day did
don't get the hopes high
because it's just gonna be
ignored...

It's ok to feel like to die...
you aren't alone there...
we are here to...
but
trust me
we are not born to die...
but to prove...
to become...
to shine...
and
to live...