Clouds hanging over my head,
A fog that covers my sight,
Lost everything good I had,
Tell me where is my light?

When I say I lost it all,
I'm not talking about friends,
When I say I lost it all,
It is my hope, my smile, it's my end...

I try to be the best version of myself,
But when people say I destroyed them,
That im the worst not at all helped,
Those moments are those when,

I start to doubt, start to think,
who am I if not you're saviour,
What if every little thing,
Will put you on the graveyard?

What if I'm a demon in disguise,
One to destroy you from the inside
All the good deeds only lies,
A parasite to consume your light?

It's when those thoughts take control,
That I end up at that tree lined street,
It's then when I want to end it all,
To end the pain, to end . . . Me!




© the cold boy