Well, I guess I tried
I tried to be there for you
I tried to be the "shoulder you could always cry on"
I tried to be there for you during your highs and lows
I tried to give a listening ear
I tried to always be there to motivate you
I tried to bring out the part of you that even you didn't see
I tried to help you
I tried to love you
But obviously you didn't need it
I told you things nobody else knew about me just to make you trust me
But obviously you didn't deserve it.
I always opened up to you hoping one day you'll do same
But now I know it wasn't even worth it.
You claimed to "like me"
Alas that was all fallacy.
I let you know that I trusted you, but you never missed an opportunity to make me doubt you.
You said I shouldn't mind your posts claiming those things were just so you could "feel among", forgetting that even the tinniest things matter.
When really all I asked for was to know you.
Not the "you" everyone knew, but the real you.
There's so much to say...
I should've listened to my friends when they told me I deserved better
I regret meeting you because now I can't let go.
But I will!
I don't care how long it takes. I will let go
You don't deserve me
And I hope you find your way in life before it is too late


Actually, I don't!🙂