I'm longing to accomplish something as big as a blue whale, if desire is fire then I'm vacationing in hell, I could make an escape attempt but why bother, I'm knee deep in shit and up to my neck in hot water, my confidence is a consequence from over reacting, defending shot after shot from life's steady attacking, and things aren't always as they appear, I display the look of bravery but in my heart there's fear, held down and overpowered, I could have ran but I'm no coward, I strain to look at the rain through a window pane, the rain represents the latter and the window represents my life and the glass is about to shatter, I scatter my feelings in every direction, how am I to answer silence from a never asked question, I'm stressing at the reasons you torment me and testing out the answers from the powers that be, all is well that ends in a double pink line, no second guessing if this brain child is mine, a theory if you hear me then I must sincerely apologize, to those near me that I hold dearly and I strongly emphasize, to lend an ear to all you hear and try to recognize, when I disappear it's crystal clear that I shook hands with my demise, so it's no surprise and no one cry's out in despair, just spark a joint crack a bottle take a shot and say a little prayer.

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