sometimes i don't know how i feel
i'm just numb.. numb from all the pains
exhausted from people draining my energy
the ones i loved most, took the most from me
leaving me drained and empty
like a void i'm blank
it's hard to be vulnerable
people would say such tears are not honourable
its appalling, the gullibility of humans
for thinking being vulnerable is a weakness,
a weakness that can be exploited
to their own advantage
it's sad what the society has become
i'm numb.


© Steph