By insensible degrees I wish the mind had a silence button,
The screams and noises in my head are taking power,
Sadness has penetrated deep into my soul,
My heart is now defunct, no sentiment can revive it,
In my disordered brain dwells the source of unhappiness,
Which all potentates on earth cannot relieve,
Hope and pleasure has fled from me,
All my aspirations have paled into insignificance,
My mental vision has been obscured by a dark cloud,
Am all alone, no hut is receiving me from the heavy rains,
I really miss the days when my radiant eyes never knew sombre days, I am lying in wait,
Waiting for the day a deep sense of happiness will be planted in my heart, waiting for the day a smile will take over my features, waiting for the day the tears in my eyes will dim and new lights will arise .
I am lying in wait, waiting for the day this monster in my head will breath it's last, waiting for the day this sadness hanging all over me will be dispersed and I'll breath freely again.

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