A Letter To My Mother
I've been struggling with depression
Since I was young.
I don't really know what age exactly.
Or what was the reason for it.
All I know is that the world would be better of without me.
I struggled with getting up,
whenever I awaken.
And I struggled falling asleep,
When it's time to sleep.
I've been closed off.
I often come out as an air-head.
One that is often stared off to space.
I also have some problems with expressing
my emotions, miainly affection and anger.
Because oftentimes it leads to tears falling.
When I cry, I cried hard.
I don't bother to remember the reasons,
because it's a rare chance for me to vent,
in a form of weakness.
However, I...
Since I was young.
I don't really know what age exactly.
Or what was the reason for it.
All I know is that the world would be better of without me.
I struggled with getting up,
whenever I awaken.
And I struggled falling asleep,
When it's time to sleep.
I've been closed off.
I often come out as an air-head.
One that is often stared off to space.
I also have some problems with expressing
my emotions, miainly affection and anger.
Because oftentimes it leads to tears falling.
When I cry, I cried hard.
I don't bother to remember the reasons,
because it's a rare chance for me to vent,
in a form of weakness.
However, I...