Each day I wake is harder then the last I watch my life go by its moving fast
this corrupt world it stay turning
This pain in my heart it stay burning
Lord please tell me, am I better dead ?
Wicked thoughts run through my head
I can't stop the demons, alcoholism got a hold of my mother
I try n keep her alive for the sake of my brother
My life isn't easy come walk a day in my shoes
I strive everyday I will not lose
I lost my dad n it tore me apart
Losing you dad broke my heart
I see my oldest son Manny he makes me proud he's a wonderful dad
He was lost for a moment but he found his way n I'm glad
I see my son Daniel his eyes have seen Alot
Tell me have you ever stared down the barrel of a gun n came...