When I was young alike egg to new hatch larva,
I never imagine the thought that I could fall,
But I must admit, I fall to casa nova,
That give me an awful heartbreak with pain of all.

I became caterpillar that slow to move on,
I'll always back to the time where I just succumb,
Reminisce all my mistake in that day, so con,
Endless pain feels in my whole body makes it crumb,

I'm so tired, but how can I freed in the void,
How can I free myself to not accept the fact,
That I try to reach the sun, I burnt can't avoid,
So I'll wear mask and be fine, though I'm in act.

One year has pass, but my solitude goes to worst,
I became intra in myself and hide own thoughts,
I'm in fear that mobs may judge my choice that’s the coursed,
I tried to fix my slip but you take it as rots.

That day, when you act that we don't know each other,
I start creating my cocoon and try to hide,
Same time, tried to end my life, so with you, I glare,
but guilt stop me, swift-cognize my dreams so wide.

So with the help of chums, I see light slowly,
I tried to break slowly my pupa's skin,
All my vigor just bring back and go with flow freely,
I build my self slowly with the help of kin.

Then if the future will be good at myself,
I'll may be a graceful butterfly that built,
Then quite aware in the word mature with nonself,
Also, hoping that time will mend the wound then quilt.
© kyubi3