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Torrents
Finally, Alone in a house
There's a calm before the storm
Excited that I am free
Free to do what I want
Elated to be alone at last
I start with the obvious
first thing that comes to mind
And No one to stop me now
I won't be bogged down but
Suddenly this thought creeps out
What is it that I really want
What is it that I truly wish
For this is my chance
To do everything that I want
Yet I am stuck here n now
With this paralyzing thought
Swirling in my mind
Looking for that splinter of mine
That wants things to be grand
Deep diving in my past
Digging up an ambitious brat
Buried and lost to time
he wanted to be happy
he wished to be loved
he needed to be triumphant
he had to be perfect
Was that too much to ask
For I am sans everything I want
Failure loneliness despair around
Sadness and fear gripping me now
Me beside a torrent of feelings
And even by myself I am not alone now
© ryter
There's a calm before the storm
Excited that I am free
Free to do what I want
Elated to be alone at last
I start with the obvious
first thing that comes to mind
And No one to stop me now
I won't be bogged down but
Suddenly this thought creeps out
What is it that I really want
What is it that I truly wish
For this is my chance
To do everything that I want
Yet I am stuck here n now
With this paralyzing thought
Swirling in my mind
Looking for that splinter of mine
That wants things to be grand
Deep diving in my past
Digging up an ambitious brat
Buried and lost to time
he wanted to be happy
he wished to be loved
he needed to be triumphant
he had to be perfect
Was that too much to ask
For I am sans everything I want
Failure loneliness despair around
Sadness and fear gripping me now
Me beside a torrent of feelings
And even by myself I am not alone now
© ryter
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