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sadness and sorrow
sadness
I feel, alone

but what is loneliness
it feels like
an elephant
just there
but it don't feel like it there at all
a mere allusion
to an illusion i cannot comprehend in my mind

it's like
ever amounting pain measured in the worth of a black hole
like your mind in a cruel game
has to win by pulling tricks on you,
making you beleive each one to achieve victory

I fire targets at a thing I cannot understand
I can merely feel the wallowing sadness of my heart,
this is my ambition
to merely enjoy life,
that is all

but enjoyment
skips past me like a rock
who found peace,

bouncing upon the waves,
as I stare off
into the sunset
waiting for it all to end

but eternity
never ends
it just keeps on living
the cruel game
ends up being played
every life
every eternal death
never lasts
© definitely a person