Nights are long without her by my side. Her voice and steady breath use to comfort me as I slept. Just knowing she was there made me feel safe. Now im filled with anger in the day and full of sadness at night. I wish she was mine but she needs her time. I wonder if she misses me like I miss her, probably not. Tears run down my face like a race to reach the floor. My dreams which where once peaceful are filled with horrors and nightmares. she was my shield in the night...my peace of mind. Now shes gone and im scared to close my eyes. Oh how I miss her warm hugs and...