‍  * where is the real you??
Where is the person who always found a way to smile
Who focused on the positive side of life
That person who was fast to forgive
And never held a grudge
that person who cared for everyone and had a lot of love
    : ...mm he faded away
*Why did he fade...??
:Well mm
He thought that people would give back the love and care when he needed it the most
     So came a time when he was hurt and at his worst
But people just looked at him and did not seem to care
He finally understood that life was not fair
He learnt not to expect anything from anyone
He now knew that he was alone.
So he left ...
Shattered and broken
... When he come back there was a change
Something awakened
It was a heart full of rage
He wanted to get his revange
But he didn't
Instead
He allowed self-hetrad to come in
And made it a friend
And since then nothing was ever the same again 
He built wall around and shut the door  and did not let anyone into his heart
He blamed himself for the loved which he never received
He thought no matter what he did he could never be good enough
He sealed his fate
And turned into something people started to hate
Finally the real was gone
And it was only his fault.


© owen