I can't decide if I'm wether in
Love or not.
I know I shouldn't be,
But I'm not mad at you.
Trust me if I say.

I know I said things that probably
Hurt you,but I didn't mean to.
I am sorry I was just
Really fustrated,
And thirsty for revenge.

Yes,revenge.
You might ask.
Maybe you think it's
Cause is you,
But no it's my sick mind.

Yeah my mind might be sick.
Very likely it is.
What else do you call if
You want revenge.
Revenge on your best friend.

Pinterest makes me feel
Fucking lonely.
I wached like hundred cute bl
Couple videos.
I know I shouldn't.

But I just want someone
To make me feel good.
And I mean safe,loved and like
Someone actually cares
About me.

I don't really feel this right now.
I want to sleep in her arms.
I want to fantasize about her.
Just like before.
Before things happened.You know.

But I can't we're always
Gonna be friends.
And I'm sorry I say this but,
You're...