I feel lost.
Unsure of the destination of my fate.
Conflicted, confused, cold.
I feel worrisome.

The future, will it be alright?
My heart beats to a sense of uncertainty.
I pray, but it hasn't been answered yet.
Like wishes on a well.
My soul drowns like a coin sinking down.

Oh, God....
Whatever shall I do.
I'm still lost.
I'm losing my light.....
I don't know anymore.

My soul screams in pain and agony.
Why? Why? WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?!
WHY DO I STILL LIVE?!
This fate of mine is accursed......

I swore, I scream
I rage.....
I don't know what to do....
Please..... just once....
give me a chance..........

I'm still lost...
Can't you just save me?
Just this once?
In this lifetime?
Please.......

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