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Khoya hua sa Sukoon
Bohot kuch kehne ka mann hai,
Par ab lagne laga hai ki kehna hi bekaar hai.
Thak gayi hoon poori tarah apne hi ehsaason se,
lagta hai aisa jaise apni soch ka bojh mujhe saans bhi nahi lene deta,
Har pal ek ghutan si hai,
Dil krta hai kahin bhaag jaaun, duniya se durr, khud ke kareeb.
Mera mann nahi karta ab baatein karne ka,
Log kehte hain ye ghamand hai,
Par koi nahi samajhta,
Ki mere andar kitna gehra dard chhupa hai,
Ab wo cheezein bhi pasand nahi jo kabhi khushi deti thi,
Har pal mushkil se guzarta hai,
Samajh nahi aata kaise bahar aaun in uljhanon se.
Kabhi lagta hai,
Sab kuch chhod kar chali jaaun kahin,
Par phir khayal aata hai,
Ki yun hi haar manne walon mein se toh mein hoon hi nahin,
Magar dimaag itna kharab rehta hai...