I Was Created,
and through creation i was gifted with being able to draw, yet im not an "artist"
and from there i've been able to sing , although I'm no "singer".
ive been called a "good person", although i do wrong.
ive been called "terrible" although ive done good.
ive been called "gay" because of the standards of society that force iniquity upon innocent people , who know not of the standard. and fall victim to it when young.
i speak publicly yet im not a "public speaker"
i speak privately and im called "crazy"
ive been called "someone" yet im noone
ive been called "something" but im nothing.
why do you hear this, because.
without our creator we simply could not be.
so when we truly do good, its because god is good.
when i do wrong is because im human, i fall short. and must put myself down, in order to grow.
i heard the word amazing but no, im not "perfect"
my body is a temple yet im still under contruction.
through faith you can stand as tall as a skyscraper.
idle not and standby to the understandings and voice of your own for we do not, and will never know. or grow.
follow the spirit. not the path of righteousness because as humans we are not. we are flawed with reason
hear this. you are a child of god , and you can be a reflection of him if you choose to hear'.
those who have the eyes to see will.
and those who have the ears to hear will.
but do not let that discourage you , just walk in faith and god will take care of the rest.
dont focus on the things outside of you, for wind will blow you down if inwardly you arent still.
faith being even as small as a mustard seed will grow if given the life it desperately needs.
god is that life.
we are the seeds.
so be still my love.
and grow.

© BANESAKI