My heartache beats for some
For those who never really knew the real me
I try so hard
To be there for the ones
Where I was once upon a time
Try so hard to fight those demons
Those horrible feelings that I know so well
Come so far these past few years
Why can't people see past my tears
The feelings I have are true
How come it seems all so new
This sick sense of self
Where will I find my place on the shelf?
Will I ever truly belong??
On this page
This life was never meant to be easy
No one will listen to my cries
So what's the use of my fight??
You say you love me..
But yet you turn your back
When I need you the most
Feeling so lost and scared
Saying these still prayers
Is anyone there?
Does anyone hear me??
Staring into the bottom of the hole
6 feet down
Screaming….
so...