HE LOVES me NOT

From I love you to you make me sick,
from forever to go pack your shit,
from your the one to I hate your guts
from a man in love to a fool on the run
from I'd do anything for you to I love to ignore you
my heart is still for you, but my love it just annoys you
it's strange i still adore you, Im just saving lovin for you
while you're shacked up with a whore who, will suck a dick for drugs dude, she'll even pay a man to
and for that I wanna hate you
but I just can't bring myself to
they said I shouldn't trust you
that it's so dumb to love you
but my heart just smiles for you
thoughts of you are black and blue
memories won't stop playing through
it hurts I just can't run to you
your fault, how can you blame me too
cant sleep until exhaustion brews
I never thought I'd see the day that you would give my heart away,
he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me but just the thought
so honestly he loves me not
happiness he chooses not
and just for cash he chose the thot
goddamn it hurts he loves me not
© poetic_justus11/07