Before I Speak my Mind. I wanna first apologise to my (Aunty) there's so Much on my Mind Lately.
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I am custodian to this realism I keep them in check. I am by definition a realist to some extent if given. I look at an object and I see variants possibilities for it usefulness, you look at an object and you see a dumb rock. thru out my boring life I truly met amazing people's. In all walk of life. Genius, Thug, Thief, Broker, Lobbyist, Millionaire, priest, comedian, singers, a whole resilient talented. The pain of excitement felt so much heavy in my chest. This people become a lesson to me. Each would teach me something about life. Like What truly is life. A question many try to solve and fail. Sure some out try to simplify it by speaking "Life is journey" or "Live your life" I'm amazed truly. But not the kinda lesson I wanted to look upon. Nothing came closed. I wanted something else entirely. A menu no one ordered from. I wanted that Mercury taste. That harsh ringtone, that wake up call. To wake you up to reality. Antidote to this sway, hypnotic theme mankind been placed in. I wanted to look at it eyes and let it know I see it disgusting form. A monster with no guilty conscious. Breathing...