-True love hates-


They said Love is a second option of life, some are measured by the root of success in life.

To love and to be loved is the greatest armour of success..
I'm azumi and I'm failed to love

As a person , for me love is just an option that can be choose by a strong person who can be success for there goals and Im such a failure of everything so I hated love

I've loved once but I never success in it.. I choose to listen the word of other people , I try to look my future by there words.. I've believe them... I treasure it until now still here in my mind running,

stopping my tears and still it's killing me until now I don't know how to scaped on it . How could I continue my life without doubting .my self that why they're so unfair..


Do I don't really deserve to be happy?
Do I even deserve to be loved..?

Being broken 💔 gave me a reason to be strong enough to carry all the problems everything give me a reason to fight enough .

I do everything just to satisfy myself that I'm a happiest person in the world.. I did Love myself, I fixed the parts who's broken I study how to handle everything in my own , but I never satisfied, I never feel that I'm happy...


I use to captured those moments when I'm alone, the darkest outside reminding me that I'm just alone. feel the hug of the surprise blown air listen to the heart beats of the whispering wind


I use to hate listening 🎧 music even I know in my life I'm not complete without music

I almost forgot everything about me
I also forgot that I'm still alive honestly I forgot how to be me.. how to be happy..

Standing in the window looking outside
Makes me says... I don't wanna talk about it, how you broke my heart.. if I stay here just a little bit longer.. if I stay here won't you listen to my heart ♥️

I'm dancing in darkest song of my heart..my eyes don't stop letting go my tears.. my heart want to be picies like no have reason to be beat..

Now tell me how I'm I suppose to be believe what's the real meaning of love..

There is more important than...