"She's here , all around the wall ,"

All these hibernation that I underwent in the name of solitude has made me realise that I can never overcome the thoughts that u put me into.

You are everywhere 'mol',
Even in the most important moment that I envy into happyness.

'mol',

I gave you that name,
I remember the first time when I called you 'Mol', sitting beneath the shimmering lights of summer, waiting for your text messages just like every other sailor doomed in the sorrow that was once a fantasy.

I had to make all the way to your home letting my friend wait near the adjacent bus station and myself pretending to be there to meet your mom, where you walked over my feet purposely to invite me into your bedroom with the kiss that you gifted when mom had turned over to get the lemonade,

"No , don't do it ,mol?"

Don't run away like a rabit , the more she tried it,
Only made her to look like a rabit trapped in the hands of a Hunter.
Let me kiss you,
Right there in your head,
Forehead...

And now,
No one's in my hand ,
It's filled with emptyness like as my life have always been, solitude as I call it.

"Baby, stop doing that?"

It's almost been an hour enclosed in this red blanket,
"How can I stop biting you, my little Peggy"

I had to leave tomorrow even though it makes you sad , I had to leave to this massacre of innocent souls called submariners.
Just to end this beautiful chapter of my life even though I didn't know that.

I keep looking for you in whatsapp every moment I reach the harbour,
one message was all that i ever wanted, and I always had it.

And

Now,
I don't use any messenger,
Neither I talk much ,
But I still have that pic inside that once you gave me,
Hiding it deep right inside my heart not letting the world ruin it as it happened for once.
Remember what I used to tell you,
"I live in my own world,
A small world beyond every existing dimensions"

But mol,
There is a first time for everything,
But last time is the most interesting because we never know it was the last.

May be you are the last emotion that has ever happened to me ....

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