I hate it
I hate that i am loved
Yes
That i am loved only because the one you have loved truly is not accepted
She is not loved by those you need to love her
"there must be something they have seen," you thought to yourself
"There must be somethng i have skipped yet i am crazy for her"
So you sought for a suitable alternative
You found me.
If only i had known all this before i poured my heart
Before i gave in my all
Walking away would have been easy.


Now i am in love
Now you are confused
The alternative turns out to be super good
Super exciting
She makes you want to forget the one you thought you were crazy for; the one i call "the other woman"
She makes you believe that perhaps the perfect family you thought you would never have is possible.





One problem
So it turns out
You want to leave the "other woman"
You think
🤔🤔🤔
"How can i do this without getting messy"
You have told her things
You have told her you don't understand why they dont love her as you do
You told her you compare what you have with the alternative and she doesnt measure up, shes far more loved than the alternative.
So the other woman is thinking, perhaps, the alternative is a ruse
The alternative will flop
The alternative wont last




See what people mean by "its complicated"
You have indirectly told her to wait for you
And now You cant unsay those words; the spoken ones and words hidden in strong emotions you both shared
My dear, Women have a store where words are kept eternally.
And i feel for her



Now the alternative is almost perfect
Shes clean
She strong
Shes brilliant
Shes decent yet fun
Shes selfless
Shes calm yet exciting
Shes beautiful
Shes a good woman
Shes prayerful or at least understands the...