You came across someone whom you thought was the "One", but instead just wants to purposely mess around.
You are about to do the wrong thing.
And if you have started, you are totally wrong and you are doing wrong thing at its worse.

Instead of doing that,find yourself before you find your partner,find yourself before you find a relationship.
Sit down and think deeply.
Ask yourself these questions:

What have I done with my life?

What is that great thing that I have achieved in my entire life ?

Is that one thing enough or good enough for my entire life?

Am i going to sit down now and watch now that I have achieved just one thing in my entire life ?

What are the next steps to take to get to another greater level?

What type of people am i moving with ?
Are these people helping me to find my purpose,are they helping me to move out of my comfort zone and do great things in life?

Or

Are they influencing me in the wrong way,making me to give up easily and just sitting down lazily?

Now that you have answered those questions correctly, genuinely and sincerely.
You now know what you have been doing and the reason why you keep giving your self excuses that you are busy.
I would love to ask this question and please answer correctly, genuinely and sincerely;
Are busy being busy ?
Or Are you busy being productive ?

Kindly answer this question in the comments section below.
And tomorrow,we will shed more light to this.
And till then,be fine,be good,you don't deserve to be happy but,you deserve to make yourself happy.
Are you confused ☺️
That is another story on its own,kindly remind me of this when we are done with this story.

And till then, My World is still your One and Only ELLA WRITES WORLD 💫💛💙💛
I LOVE YOU🤭💙💛
LOVE YOURSELF TOO✨💛💙💛
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