You'll survive without him. Even though you can't see it yet. Time heels. Your broken heart can learn to love again, if you let it. Allow yourself to feel pain but recognize when it is time to stop grieving and move on. I believe love is never-ending. You can love someone all your life but eventually, you will stop missing them like you used to. With time you will learn to live without them and find happiness again. The people we love stay with us forever, they are in our hearts. But it is our decision how we deal with them leaving. We can keep loving them and still chose to stop missing them, stop making everything we do depending on them. It's okay to think of them once in a while but never let the feeling of longing keep you from moving on.
One step at a time, right?
© JoeyK